Shy Love

"This is a sonnet I wrote for EngHonors1. Originally, this I was thinking about the boy I liked but, otherwise most of this is just really random. Hope you like it though. I do =]"
[*Hint: Sonnet Pattern--ABAB,BCBC,CDCD,EE]
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He walks right in and off he goes.
Just seeing him gives me butterflies;
My cheeks were red, like a fresh bloomed rose.
I could picture him if I closed my eyes.
A fact he likes me? My mind denies.
His cowlick hair, his rainbow smile,
Rejection’s the thought; of that, my mind cries.
I admit I love him; I’m in denial.
The road to love: a thousand mile.
He comes right by to say, “Hello.”
But I stay quiet, shy, for awhile.
Oh, my confidence—let it grow.
But he gets up and says, “goodbye.”
And I am left there, left to cry…