It's An In-the-Middle Feeling

There are times where some of us, actually most of us, want not too much, not too little, but enough to satisfy them to a neutral point. Life's like that sometimes. In our everyday lives, we encounters too much stress, whether from too much homework, family annoyance, crush or relationship problems. A little bit of nothing, too is somewhat boring also. Think about your siblings being the nicest they can be (scary...BACK AWAY), your teachers not assigning any homework at all (actually, that might be really cool, but once you think about it...One Month later..."MY LIFE IS BORING D:" -cough- Yusra :D), or if everyday, talking to your friends would be a plain monotone.

I would say my life right now would be...I would say...hmm a little bit under neutral. I wish my teachers assigned more work to make me more motivated to do the little work they assign us (Yes, I know...I want more work :D). I'm kind of glad in a way with my stress level though. Usually, my mood swings take over when I think of having a crush on someone. Now I view my friends, whom I used to have crushes on or felt uncomfortable around because of my emotional reasons (not just cause of crushes), as everyone else without having that weird feeling. But that feeling though, as it goes away, becomes kind of a phobia for me or a foreirn language. That's alright though...for now. I love my friends, though I do wish I could be not ignored sometimes, which kind of happens a lot now during Eng with my pair of friends. -shrugs-

For health a long time ago, we had this thing called the Health Continuum and Mr. Birinyi had us determine where we are on the wellness chart. Towards more in the Unwell, in between, or Well. I before tilted a quarter into the unwellness area because of my major mood swings, but now I would say I would be a little bit off the middle towards well. Which is pretty good, but could be better as always. As Mr. Birinyi said today "This proves that woman can never be satisfied." :D

P.S. Forgive my many uses of chatroom smilies. It's gotten into a habit. >_> See? But I like showing expressions =] O_O.....great...what a habit lol (-scratches out lol and replaces with haha-) Must...restrain...self...from using smilie)