No Such Thing as A "UnITverse"

"Forgive me if this is a bit wierd and confusing. I only wrote this to release some thought 'stress.' Not really stress, but just to write about something I was thinking about for a bit. I do not wish to hear any comments specific to who HIM, HER, or IT are. I wish to keep this anonymous."

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It makes me sick...absolutely sick, not ill-sick...disgusted-sick...angry-sick, but I don't want to be the one to take the action to violence anymore when things like this happen. I want to help. To rid of IT that hurt the society to gain IT's feeling of superiority. To put HIM or HER down to create them to be who they are today and in a state of weakness. Sometimes I wished IT were gone...sometimes I wanted to kill that IT, but it wasn't worth it in the end, to get in as much trouble as IT would be in as well. But then again...it'd be worth it to help HER...to help HIM.

Sometimes I wish that I had a more matured and true-caring heart one or two years ago that I had and have now. But I can't seem to change that since I cannot force a flower to bloom before winter melts into spring. I had a childish heart back then, but if I had known HIM...if I knew...if I had the guts...if, if, if, if...It's already happened, so why ask myself if? But I know now...if I had a chance to do it, I'd help HIM. Quiet and shy...kept to themselves...why does IT love to pick on the weak and innocent? Because they cannot fight back? Because of IT, HE has become the bitter self HE is today. No friends. Great everything, but no one notices...Ever since IT.

I didn't believe that all this bullying actually existed in my innocent childish life...until the day I was in the same class as HER...IT came near HER...and I saw fear and nervousness in HER eyes and, just in her unsteadiness, IT was dangerous...dangerous to HER, at least. And I pulled HER, giving IT a glare to stay away. But that only made IT want to bug HER more...to tease HER...to bully HER in any mental way...some never learn and I'm amazed some wish to ignore these same problems that have been occuring in different situations all throughout history...

Just like HIM, SHE was quiet and shy and has become pessimistic at times. But on the inside at times, SHE can be optimistic, great to be around when she's happy, and a good friend. IT, although, is the reason why SHE gets scared and insecure...Sometimes, I wish to strangle IT...but I do not wish to lead to my violent ways anymore for the answer.

Nobody likes HIM...Most people at least...HE's bitter and cold and sometimes some think HE has a messed up mind...but I believe HE can be really good at heart...if HE was given a chance. IT picked on HIM just as much as on HER, but probably more, and, perhaps, the results of all the suffering vary.

But, I wish to help HER...to make HER strong...to gain self-confidence...to stand up to IT and be everything SHE can be without IT getting in the way.

I wish to be HIS friend, so his ice cold heart can bloom as well, so others will see that HE is an amazing person...to see that SHE can be strong. The true weaker one from start to the end will always be IT, no matter how much IT tries to put HIM, put HER, put anyone down, for their own selfish needs and feelings for superiority. We are all human, yet it makes me sick, IT wishes to feel more superior than one another when in general, we are all the same, whether we're missing an arm, a leg, half of a body, an ability to read like some others, and even if we are missing confidence to stand up for oneself. We're human; we have a soul; we are alive. IT is what causes the scars. WE can be the one to heal them...for HER...for HIM...

This school year, my goals are to help HIM and HER become strong, not in the negative way that IT has led to, but in a way, it will benifit THEMSELVES and US. Bring IT down, not with violence, but with strength and confidence, happiness and life to let him know, there is no such thing as a "unITverse," only a "universe," equality for "uno"...one. One for all.

This is my project and my goal for HIM and HER.