I posted this yesterday at around 11pm
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I have a lump in my throat....
I....>.<....i dont even know waht to say w/out just plain stammering and using a thosand periods.... I feel unsure of things right now and a bit depressed... I'd talk to someon eabout it...mybe like to two people...but they had to go...and no one is on.....iunno i feel weird talking about it...plus i probably end up just doing the same thing...just..........talking.......like this.....cuz im so unsure and confused >_<..... ugh....iunno........sometimes i think of an idiot.....and sometimes i try to ask myself....is it worth it thinking such a thught?.......etc..... no one's here....course i shouldn't ask advice fom people so much...but make my own decisions....i don't think i'll end up sleeping tonight w/out crying at least a lil.... until tomorrow....ive come to my conclucsions >_<.................don't even ask.......it's probably pointless....or maybe not......i dun want to talk about it....i need some time alone....maybe.....>_> gugh..... =_= iunno >>>>>>>>>>_____<<<<<<<
somethings just missing and just admitting it and thinking about it......makes me feel worse.....
i need to learn to speak up....cuz i feel like im going to do a stupid thing
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I have a lump in my throat....
I....>.<....i dont even know waht to say w/out just plain stammering and using a thosand periods.... I feel unsure of things right now and a bit depressed... I'd talk to someon eabout it...mybe like to two people...but they had to go...and no one is on.....iunno i feel weird talking about it...plus i probably end up just doing the same thing...just..........talking.......like this.....cuz im so unsure and confused >_<..... ugh....iunno........sometimes i think of an idiot.....and sometimes i try to ask myself....is it worth it thinking such a thught?.......etc..... no one's here....course i shouldn't ask advice fom people so much...but make my own decisions....i don't think i'll end up sleeping tonight w/out crying at least a lil.... until tomorrow....ive come to my conclucsions >_<.................don't even ask.......it's probably pointless....or maybe not......i dun want to talk about it....i need some time alone....maybe.....>_> gugh..... =_= iunno >>>>>>>>>>_____<<<<<<<
somethings just missing and just admitting it and thinking about it......makes me feel worse.....
i need to learn to speak up....cuz i feel like im going to do a stupid thing
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